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The COVID-19 scare has inspired me to do something I never thought would be possible: I’ve cleaned out my junk-packed attic.
Okay, I lied. I’ve only started to clean out my junk-packed attic. But wait.
This is a Herculean task, tantamount to an archeological dig requiring a careful sifting through layers of ancient detritus and dreck collected over decades. Because I am frozen in the self-incarcerated present and trepidatious about the viral future, I have retreated to reviewing the tangible past — and literally tossing a lot of it into the dustbin of personal history. I find it to be oddly therapeutic.
Anyway, I don’t do jigsaw puzzles.
The attic was a hoarder’s dreamscape. So, the first task was simply getting the door open by delicately pushing aside a tower of boxes containing Christmas ornaments. The second task was adjusting to the stale air, a stifling miasma as old as the house, which dates to 1906, when Teddy Roosevelt was president and the scourge de jour was typhoid fever.
Armed with Hefty bags and a determination to resist sentiment, my wife and I went to work. Squinting in the dim light, we cut a narrow path through the clutter and assessed the situation.
The first item to be pitched was a toddler’s winter coat that had been worn many, many years ago by both our sons — one now married and the other forced by social distancing to postpone his wedding, originally scheduled for May 29.
A lot of the stuff had belonged to the kids, broken and scattered toys mainly, though the inventory included a box of highly coveted MAD magazines, a Yankees-Red Sox novelty chess set, the home game of “Who Wants to Be a Millionaire,” and a rubber shrunken head. There was an astounding number of youth-league sports trophies of all shapes and sizes, relics of an age when building self-esteem mattered more than winning. Amusing perhaps, but since they held little or no meaning, we tossed them, too.
“This is a Herculean task, tantamount to an archeological dig, requiring a careful sifting through layers of ancient detritus and dreck collected over decades.”
One thing worth keeping (or maybe not) is an old NHL table-hockey game with moveable players. Tucked under the eaves and barely visible behind a mountain of crap, it is for the present unreachable without hazarding a broken ankle.
From neglected lamps to worthless furniture, there was just so much… junk. I found two broken printers, a keyboard, and a computer that must have been from the dial-up modem days. In one corner there was a pair of crutches and in another a snowboard.
I found two barely salvageable vinyl records — the Young Rascals and the Concert for Bangladesh. In the same heap was a torn Knicks pennant autographed by Walt Frazier, my all-time favorite basketball player, who was the guest speaker at the 1970 Elks Club track-and-field dinner in New Rochelle. (I placed second or third in the half-mile.) “Clyde” charged $5 per autograph.
There were boxes upon boxes of stuff. Several contained long-forgotten analog mainstays of knowledge — encyclopedias. They were pitched.
I know it’s a cliché right out of Antiques Road Show, but we also discovered a Saratoga trunk in the attic that, for no good reason, I bought at Chatsworth Antiques, a used-furniture store in Mamaroneck. I still don’t know what is in the trunk. I’m almost afraid to look.
I found a moth-eaten sleeping bag and a cheap aluminum-frame backpack that I got in 1975 from E.J. Korvettes in Port Chester. That summer, I hitchhiked much of the American West — from Billings, MT to Juarez, Mexico — and that backpack, which must have cost me 20 bucks at most, served me well. But I had no use for it anymore, so I placed it curbside with an old rocking chair and an obsolete, cast-iron tree stand, which, despite its weight, was effortlessly seized in a one-handed sweep by a city sanitation man and taken away by truck.
It’s good to do this — to try to sort out the miscellany in my cluttered world before somebody else has to do all the dirty work. Despite the cherished memories things hold, I can’t let them accumulate to the point where I’m a candidate for a reality-TV show.
So, yes, it seemed wise to clear away the past to make way for the challenges of an uncertain future.
I am holding on to a few things — among them a Christmas tchotchke, a small snow-covered house made of porcelain with a chord and plug. I rescued it from a long-lost box of broken ornaments.
I plugged it in, and the light came on.
It still worked.
A small miracle. It still worked.
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